“Sanango is an incredible healer, full of love, compassion, and truth. You feel immediately his thousands of years of wisdom and deep connection to the Universe, it is truly an honour and a pleasure to be in his presence. He has such a deep understanding of every being, I feel that he sees all of my layers and right into my soul. I am certain he knows and understands me more than I do. His way is beautiful – deep, direct and honest communication, and also a lightness that heals and means it’s difficult not to smile in his presence. His icaros are so powerful, it is a real and humbling honour to journey with Sanango, and he is ever present for each participant in the sessions, and throughout the dieta, really it is something very incredible to experience this. I feel deeply blessed to have received so many gifts during my dieta and through the sessions.”
My first session of Ayahuasca was many years ago in the city of Tarapoto, Peru. What I remember most, was the incredible state of bliss and happiness; the feeling of being, of coming home after a long walk. The first impact was a blue and transparent world; I was water, I was a tree, I was sap and sap of the earth. I was bird and snake, sun and infinite. I saw and felt the Guru Brahma, Guru Vishnu and realized that I had arrived. At the same time I realized that the path had reset at that time.
During my life I had wanted to “remember” something, not knowing what, and began the process that led me to take Ayahuasca walking the hills of Ancash in Peru, in the Conchucos to a lost mountain sanctuary Pomallucay Christ; where farmers will pray to Christ to help them find the lost cattle. I went to find myself and the Christ spirit took me to Ayahuasca, where I found myself and remembered what I was looking for. In this spiritual exercise, I am assuming becoming a man, embodied humanity and prostrate to God in infinite gratitude.
I arrived to Ayahuasca and through it, to what they call shamanism. As many walkers, I had begun a journey with much pain, impulses, fears and sufferings during the early years of my life. I feel my own depth was forged in those years of confusion.
Every minute journeying in ignorance is a treasure of understanding in this causal universe, provided that compassion can show us the understanding to be able to get out of suffering.
Each plant, gemstone, perfume or essence that I use has come by speaking to me; as every mantra or Icarus, each teacher with his truth and darkness. I cannot define who I am with words, I think the word shaman has been cheapened, manipulated in the current state of ignorance. But I am inviting master plants, healing with my hands, giving perfumes and scents, love, comfort, trust and information of the universe through the wisdom that I can channel.
I can speak with some worlds and some other worldly beings. I can see the “disease” and remove it. I can see the chaos of suffering and fear expressed in hell, parasites or creatures that infest us. I feel the universe as light, vibration, and as an expression of the will of God; which contains love, compassion and truth.
I know that disease does not exist, like death, are only the illusion of illusions. These sensations of pain are not relevant in front of the eternity of our essence, they allow us to understand. I feel that every being has a universe in itself; and at the same time is everything, with all the universes, but the opportunity is individual.
I feel the human experience as an opportunity of understanding of the universe. It is a circumstance of liberation by going beyond suffering, to achieve healing, freedom, which is the same as the right to be and exist.
We exist to the extent that we can reach inner silence; to feel God, eternity and simultaneously fulfill our purpose in this lifetime.
The human opportunity is a journey within the universe of each one. I firmly believe that the journey does not end; it lasts the experience of the body, but transcends time and space. I understand that I am being fed and healed spiritually by each one that seeks in me the teacher or healer. This experience is an energy feedback. The intelligence and compassion of the universe, the Brahman through plants, gives me a chance to heal and be healed, but is the will of the universe acting on each understanding or capacity.
I’ve seen God in this opportunity in the heart of the warrior that fights for his liberation. I have understand real love through the service towards freedom, loving the essence of humanity through those I love, whom I thank and render myself.
I exist beyond time and my reason for being is precisely the service to the pursuit of freedom of humanity.
Been born in the Peruvian Andes gave my being a sense of stoicism and search for silence. Other than feeling God in a state of infinite love, bliss and gratitude, perhaps there is nothing more to say about me.
“I’m not a curandera because I do not use eggs to cure. I dont ask for power from the Lord of the Mountains. I’m not a curandera because I do not give potions of strange herbs to drink. Nor am I a sorceress because I do not do evil. My wisdom comes from the place where the sand is born. I heal with language, nothing more. I am wise, nothing more. I am known in heaven, nothing more. I am just one that talks to God, nothing more. ”